Catatan akhir bulan

It’s been a long time, so much long time for me did not devote my very priceless time for you, my beloved lappy :)

All what I wanna do is just crying, now. Remembering how I am not useful (still not) for some people. Remembering that I am not wanted (still not) by ones whom I do want to be with. Silly, hurt, again that sucks emotional feeling come deeply through my mind, my precious soul.

I can’t be really focus on my life, can’t stand on this burden condition but I do still believe that after this, Allah must have prepared me something and someone much more precious which, who, and that can make me feel I am needed, indeed!

January 22, 2008

Work, and work, and Work again!

Thanks God, I can be here again to publish this post!

Though a homework from friend still can't be conducted yet, but I try to publish this post to show my existence in blogworld! Well, it's been so much nice having so much long time leaving this wonderful world. For about few month, I need to be focus on my project as I am the Project Manager named English Pintar 2008 which did really need to be handled seriously. And Alhamdulillah, it's really wonderful to have such a great event with some friends who were also serious conducted the event.

So many feelings to share with you guyz... But still I haven't found the right time (and right mood) to share it... Don't ever to e worry coz there's no time to say no time :)

Lieuuuur...

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